i have a . . .

GREAT GUY.
me and tre have been dating for two months and it flew by so quick.
yesterday he surprised me by taking me to build a bear.
i was so excited because i have never been there before.
i started out by picking out the scruffy puppy then we went to the fluff machine and i had to step on a peddle and put stuffing in him.
then we had to pick out a heart for our puppy. i picked out a red heart and then tre picked out a red one that said "i love you"
then we went to the 'bath tub' which is just a huge blow dryer, seems kinda dumb but it was fun.
after all of the primping tre picked out a red sweater for our puppy.
the final thing we had to do was pick out a name and get a birth certificate.
we named our puppy buddy.
after that he took me to panera bread where i ate an amazing bagel with walnut cream cheese spread.
it was a great day with him.
<3

memory, six words

couldnt get tickets, im not 17. :(
or
best v-day ever, i love you.

butttt,
we ended up going to a different movie theater and going, haha take that mean lady at rave. :]
and it was a good movie too.

loooooooooove;;

well valentines day is on Saturday, so i took it off thinking that i would be able to be with my man.
nottttt.
i thought wrong, he has to go to Texas to see his brother graduate. so i don't get to be with my valentine on valentine's day. that should be illegal. :(

but, i do love somethings, i got my nose pierced i love it.

i love my dog, shes my baby. i pretty much treat her like a real kid i mean i buy her clothes and dress her and she has her own bed and when she sleeps i tuck her in.

i love my mom, shes my bff even though we fight a lot.

i love my bestfriend, even though working makes us not see each other a lot i know we are still bffs <3

i love rustler, each day i look forward to this class, when im having a bad day i know the people in this class will help me out.

i love my car it gets me from a to b, then back to a. and its maroon i mean who doesnt love a maroon car? and it has a lae on the mirror thats pink, its very stylish.

i also love omaha, it has tons of stuff to do on every corner and its always busy unlike fremont where its DEAD all the time.

lastley i love lamp..
haha

self reflection

this year i think I've changed a lot from what i used to be.

my personality is totally different,
my job is totally different,
my friends are totally different
and
i have a totally different out take on life.

I'm going to college, even though someone said i couldn't because i was dumb, I'm GOING.
anddd, I'm going to be a journalism teacher like fey, only not vegetarian.
then when i get my degree imma throw it in that persons face.

im way more independent than i was a year ago, i never look to anyone for help, i think i may be a little to independent on some things.

for the job, i used to be a nanny, which i hated (ask kylie about CAT) and now i work at hyvee.
which i guess i like, somedays.

the friends, COMPLETELY different.
ive lost a lot of good friends during high school and its really sad, but now i pretty much just hangout with my boyfriend and his family, and randi.

i hope this next year and a half of high school goes a little better than the first 2.5