september 24

fuck my life.
i hate journalism now.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


dear austin.
i miss you

senior year

im happy that im going to be a senior and graduate early.
next year i hope it to go as fast as this year did,
and i hope that the rustler is ten times better than it was this year.
and we are going to win number one paper.
trust me.

leavin'

really lame song by jesse mccartney.
not a big fan of that boy.

leaving people is hard especially if you don't have a choice in the matter.
the worst leaving is done by relatives that die.

one thing i do like leaving is school and work.

i don't like leaving somewhere fun because then i will be bored.

I'm also upset that mrs fey is leaving.. no ABANDONING me.
gahhhh. thanks a lot fey.

even though people leave there are always people that come into your life to make up for those that you have lost, I'm ever so grateful for those people.

<3

katherine i love you
and would never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever,
ditch you for my boyfriend. :]

hurt feelings

i dont mean to hurt peoples feelings, but i say what i think so i do sometimes.
michael hahn on the other hand hurts feelings all the time.
you know what im talking about.
anyways. i know i hurt peoples feelings and im sorry. i will try to do better on my word vomit. it just kinda runs out sometimes. :(
people hurt my feelings by lying.
dont hurt peoples feelings its BAD.
jordan hurts my feelings by yelling at me and ignoring me while i tell him to correct my story and he just blows me off and laughs at me.
and he is mean to everyone even the teacher.

elementary memoir,

i was a linden leopard :]

my favorite memories from elementary school are when we had this really really really really mean recess teacher her name was mrs enchilada we called her tessie.
she would always pick on me and my crew.
my crew was alex fitz jordan ruscamp ethan kindler shalamar melgoza travis case nate beran and a whole bunch of other kids. we would play four square everyday and she would always come and yell at us for something insane. like once ethan hit the ball to me and she ran up and was like ethan you have to be careful you could knock her contacts out.
ummm okay i didnt have contacts and she just wanted to yell at us for no reason.
and she would always do mean stuff to us so we would always scheme against her.
it was great.

then another memory would be how me kylie and shalamar would play soccer with the guys and we would be really good and beat them.
it was sweet.

<3

i have a . . .

GREAT GUY.
me and tre have been dating for two months and it flew by so quick.
yesterday he surprised me by taking me to build a bear.
i was so excited because i have never been there before.
i started out by picking out the scruffy puppy then we went to the fluff machine and i had to step on a peddle and put stuffing in him.
then we had to pick out a heart for our puppy. i picked out a red heart and then tre picked out a red one that said "i love you"
then we went to the 'bath tub' which is just a huge blow dryer, seems kinda dumb but it was fun.
after all of the primping tre picked out a red sweater for our puppy.
the final thing we had to do was pick out a name and get a birth certificate.
we named our puppy buddy.
after that he took me to panera bread where i ate an amazing bagel with walnut cream cheese spread.
it was a great day with him.
<3

memory, six words

couldnt get tickets, im not 17. :(
or
best v-day ever, i love you.

butttt,
we ended up going to a different movie theater and going, haha take that mean lady at rave. :]
and it was a good movie too.

loooooooooove;;

well valentines day is on Saturday, so i took it off thinking that i would be able to be with my man.
nottttt.
i thought wrong, he has to go to Texas to see his brother graduate. so i don't get to be with my valentine on valentine's day. that should be illegal. :(

but, i do love somethings, i got my nose pierced i love it.

i love my dog, shes my baby. i pretty much treat her like a real kid i mean i buy her clothes and dress her and she has her own bed and when she sleeps i tuck her in.

i love my mom, shes my bff even though we fight a lot.

i love my bestfriend, even though working makes us not see each other a lot i know we are still bffs <3

i love rustler, each day i look forward to this class, when im having a bad day i know the people in this class will help me out.

i love my car it gets me from a to b, then back to a. and its maroon i mean who doesnt love a maroon car? and it has a lae on the mirror thats pink, its very stylish.

i also love omaha, it has tons of stuff to do on every corner and its always busy unlike fremont where its DEAD all the time.

lastley i love lamp..
haha

self reflection

this year i think I've changed a lot from what i used to be.

my personality is totally different,
my job is totally different,
my friends are totally different
and
i have a totally different out take on life.

I'm going to college, even though someone said i couldn't because i was dumb, I'm GOING.
anddd, I'm going to be a journalism teacher like fey, only not vegetarian.
then when i get my degree imma throw it in that persons face.

im way more independent than i was a year ago, i never look to anyone for help, i think i may be a little to independent on some things.

for the job, i used to be a nanny, which i hated (ask kylie about CAT) and now i work at hyvee.
which i guess i like, somedays.

the friends, COMPLETELY different.
ive lost a lot of good friends during high school and its really sad, but now i pretty much just hangout with my boyfriend and his family, and randi.

i hope this next year and a half of high school goes a little better than the first 2.5

blog review

Your girlfriends parents didn't allow her to date anyone and they want her to focus on school. But she has been dating you for 5 years now and still hasn't told her parents about you. Do you think that she should tell them ASAP' or should of told them 5 years ago, or wait until you're engaged and tell your parents that you're getting married to a stranger? Should the relationship end now because there is no way the relationship can go any further?



well sir,
first of all any chick that is going to lie to her parents about something for five years is a scardy cat. five years is a long time she should of just told her parents at first. and if your still going to be with her i would make her tell them. if you keep waiting and waiting they are just going to be upset or mad. so just tell them now, and the whole truth not that you just met. once its out in the open everyone will be happy and drop it.

<3

This weekend was LAMEEEEEE!
i hung out with rina summer and devan Friday and it was alright. i had summer stay the night and we took lots of pictures it was fun.
Saturday i hung out with rina.. i got ditched by some people (no names) which was pretty pathetic because i thought they were better than that but obviously not.
i have no friends now because im mad at some people
but anyways me and rina hungout with mariah and we took pictures and it was pretty fun.
sunday didnt get ditched. finally.
i hungout with randi alexis mariah summer rina and gabby. it was fun gabby summer rina and i went to plaza lanes and played some pool.
monday no school :] yippie
i hung out with summer
we just stayed at my house and watched some real chance of love.
pretty intense
then she had a doctor appointment and then she left and then saphire came home and we hung out and went to her moms house and got the rest of her clothes.

my weekend was boring. i wish i woulda stayed home and got some sleep but sadly i didn't. and now im paying the price :( boohoo.

well thats it for now
<3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">megan.

im a pro at...

i am a pro at music.
preferably rap music because i know alot of the songs.
one day me and holli where talking and she kept asking me about songs and then i kept saying the names of them and i was right.
so im AMAZING at that.
and im a pro at giving dogs baths.
i always bathe my dog she smells good like 99.9 % of the time.
so yeah.
and im a pro at driving and texting.
i dont gotta look at my phone to text so i can just pay attention to the road.

randommm

this new year is already off to a stressful start.
first off i had to move to a new house and we had to be out of the old one by the fourth..
that was STRESSFULLLLLLLLL!
and i had to work everyday of the break pretty much lame....
and then my aunt had a tumor and has to go through radiation and kemo..
im really worried about her but im sure everything is going to be okay.
hopefully things start to work out
much love,
megan.